A Course in Miracles – Chapter 19 – IV. The Obstacles to Peace
T-19.IV.1. As peace extends from deep inside yourself to embrace all the Sonship and give it rest, it will encounter many obstacles. 2 Some of them you will try to impose. 3 Others will seem to arise from elsewhere; from your brothers, and from various aspects of the world outside. 4 Yet peace will gently cover them, extending past completely unencumbered. 5 The extension of the Holy Spirit's purpose from your relationship to others, to bring them gently in, is the way in which He will bring means and goal in line. 6 The peace He lay, deep within you and your brother, will quietly extend to every aspect of your life, surrounding you and your brother with glowing happiness and the calm awareness of complete protection. 7 And you will carry its message of love and safety and freedom to everyone who draws nigh unto your temple, where healing waits for him. 8 You will not wait to give him this, for you will call to him and he will answer you, recognizing in your call the Call for God. 9 And you will draw him in and give him rest, as it was given you.
T-19.IV.2. All this will you do. 2 Yet the peace that already lies deeply within must first expand, and flow across the obstacles you placed before it. 3 This will you do, for nothing undertaken with the Holy Spirit remains unfinished. 4 You can indeed be sure of nothing you see outside you, but of this you can be sure: The Holy Spirit asks that you offer Him a resting place where you will rest in Him. 5 He answered you, and entered your relationship. 6 Would you not now return His graciousness, and enter into a relationship with Him? 7 For it is He Who offered your relationship the gift of holiness, without which it would have been forever impossible to appreciate your brother.
T-19.IV.3. The gratitude you owe to Him He asks but that you receive for Him. 2 And when you look with gentle graciousness upon your brother, you are beholding Him. 3 For you are looking where He is, and not apart from Him. 4 You cannot see the Holy Spirit, but you can see your brothers truly. 5 And the light in them will show you all that you need to see. 6 When the peace in you has been extended to encompass everyone, the Holy Spirit's function here will be accomplished. 7 What need is there for seeing, then? 8 When God has taken the last step Himself, the Holy Spirit will gather all the thanks and gratitude that you have offered Him, and lay them gently before His Creator in the Name of His most holy Son. 9 And the Father will accept them in His Name. 10 What need is there of seeing, in the presence of His gratitude?
A. The First Obstacle: The Desire to Get Rid of It
T-19.IV.A.1. The first obstacle that peace must flow across is your desire to get rid of it. 2 For it cannot extend unless you keep it. 3 You are the center from which it radiates outward, to call the others in. 4 You are its home; its tranquil dwelling place from which it gently reaches out, but never leaving you. 5 If you would make it homeless, how can it abide within the Son of God? 6 If it would spread across the whole creation, it must begin with you, and from you reach to everyone who calls, and bring him rest by joining you.
T-19.IV.A.2. Why would you want peace homeless? 2 What do you think that it must dispossess to dwell with you? 3 What seems to be the cost you are so unwilling to pay? 4 The little barrier of sand still stands between you and your brother. 5 Would you reinforce it now? 6 You are not asked to let it go for yourself alone. 7 Christ asks it of you for Himself. 8 He would bring peace to everyone, and how can He do this except through you? 9 Would you let a little bank of sand, a wall of dust, a tiny seeming barrier, stand between your brothers and salvation? 10 And yet, this little remnant of attack you cherish still against your brother is the first obstacle the peace in you encounters in its going forth. 11 This little wall of hatred would still oppose the Will of God, and keep it limited.
T-19.IV.A.3. The Holy Spirit's purpose rests in peace within you. 2 Yet you are still unwilling to let it join you wholly. 3 You still oppose the Will of God, just by a little. 4 And that little is a limit you would place upon the whole. 5 God's Will is One, not many. 6 It has no opposition, for there is none beside it. 7 What you would still contain behind your little barrier and keep separate from your brother seems mightier than the universe, for it would hold back the universe and its Creator. 8 This little wall would hide the purpose of Heaven, and keep it from Heaven.
T-19.IV.A.4. Would you thrust salvation away from the giver of salvation? 2 For such have you become. 3 Peace could no more depart from you than from God. 4 Fear not this little obstacle. 5 It cannot contain the Will of God. 6 Peace will flow across it, and join you without hindrance. 7 Salvation cannot be withheld from you. 8 It is your purpose. 9 You cannot choose apart from this. 10 You have no purpose apart from your brother, nor apart from the one you asked the Holy Spirit to share with you. 11 The little wall will fall away so quietly beneath the wings of peace. 12 For peace will send its messengers from you to all the world, and barriers will fall away before their coming as easily as those that you interpose will be surmounted.
T-19.IV.A.5. To overcome the world is no more difficult than to surmount your little wall. 2 For in the miracle of your holy relationship, without this barrier, is every miracle contained. 3 There is no order of difficulty in miracles, for they are all the same. 4 Each is a gentle winning over from the appeal of guilt to the appeal of love. 5 How can this fail to be accomplished, wherever it is undertaken? 6 Guilt can raise no real barriers against it. 7 And all that seems to stand between you and your brother must fall away because of the appeal you answered. 8 From you who answered, He Who answered you would call. 9 His home is in your holy relationship. 10 Do not attempt to stand between Him and His holy purpose, for it is yours. 11 But let Him quietly extend the miracle of your relationship to everyone contained in it as it was given.
T-19.IV.A.6. There is a hush in Heaven, a happy expectancy, a little pause of gladness in acknowledgment of the journey's end. 2 For Heaven knows you well, as you know Heaven. 3 No illusions stand between you and your brother now. 4 Look not upon the little wall of shadows. 5 The sun has risen over it. 6 How can a shadow keep you from the sun? 7 No more can you be kept by shadows from the light in which illusions end. 8 Every miracle is but the end of an illusion. 9 Such was the journey; such its ending. 10 And in the goal of truth which you accepted must all illusions end.
T-19.IV.A.7. The little insane wish to get rid of Him Whom you invited in and push Him out must produce conflict. 2 As you look upon the world, this little wish, uprooted and floating aimlessly, can land and settle briefly upon anything, for it has no purpose now. 3 Before the Holy Spirit entered to abide with you it seemed to have a mighty purpose; the fixed and unchangeable dedication to sin and its results. 4 Now it is aimless, wandering pointlessly, causing no more than tiny interruptions in love's appeal.
T-19.IV.A.8. This feather of a wish, this tiny illusion, this microscopic remnant of the belief in sin, is all that remains of what once seemed to be the world. 2 It is no longer an unrelenting barrier to peace. 3 Its pointless wandering makes its results appear to be more erratic and unpredictable than before. 4 Yet what could be more unstable than a tightly organized delusional system? 5 Its seeming stability is its pervasive weakness, which extends to everything. 6 The variability the little remnant induces merely indicates its limited results.
T-19.IV.A.9. How mighty can a little feather be before the great wings of truth? 2 Can it oppose an eagle's flight, or hinder the advance of summer? 3 Can it interfere with the effects of summer's sun upon a garden covered by the snow? 4 See but how easily this little wisp is lifted up and carried away, never to return, and part with it in gladness, not regret. 5 For it is nothing in itself, and stood for nothing when you had greater faith in its protection. 6 Would you not rather greet the summer sun than fix your gaze upon a disappearing snowflake, and shiver in remembrance of the winter's cold?
i. The Attraction of Guilt
T-19.IV.A.10. The attraction of guilt produces fear of love, for love would never look on guilt at all. 2 It is the nature of love to look upon only the truth, for there it sees itself, with which it would unite in holy union and completion. 3 As love must look past fear, so must fear see love not. 4 For love contains the end of guilt, as surely as fear depends on it. 5 Love is attracted only to love. 6 Overlooking guilt completely, it sees no fear. 7 Being wholly without attack, it could not be afraid. 8 Fear is attracted to what love sees not, and each believes that what the other looks upon does not exist. 9 Fear looks on guilt with just the same devotion that love looks on itself. 10 And each has messengers which it sends forth, and which return to it with messages written in the language in which their going forth was asked.
T-19.IV.A.11. Love's messengers are gently sent, and return with messages of love and gentleness. 2 The messengers of fear are harshly ordered to seek out guilt, and cherish every scrap of evil and of sin that they can find, losing none of them on pain of death, and laying them respectfully before their lord and master. 3 Perception cannot obey two masters, each asking for messages of different things in different languages. 4 What fear would feed upon, love overlooks. 5 What fear demands, love cannot even see. 6 The fierce attraction that guilt holds for fear is wholly absent from love's gentle perception. 7 What love would look upon is meaningless to fear, and quite invisible.
T-19.IV.A.12. Relationships in this world are the result of how the world is seen. 2 And this depends on which emotion was called on to send its messengers to look upon it, and return with word of what they saw. 3 Fear's messengers are trained through terror, and they tremble when their master calls on them to serve him. 4 For fear is merciless even to its friends. 5 Its messengers steal guiltily away in hungry search of guilt, for they are kept cold and starving and made very vicious by their master, who allows them to feast only upon what they return to him. 6 No little shred of guilt escapes their hungry eyes. 7 And in their savage search for sin they pounce on any living thing they see, and carry it screaming to their master, to be devoured.
T-19.IV.A.13. Send not these savage messengers into the world, to feast upon it and to prey upon reality. 2 For they will bring you word of bones and skin and flesh. 3 They have been taught to seek for the corruptible, and to return with gorges filled with things decayed and rotted. 4 To them such things are beautiful, because they seem to allay their savage pangs of hunger. 5 For they are frantic with the pain of fear, and would avert the punishment of him who sends them forth by offering him what they hold dear.
T-19.IV.A.14. The Holy Spirit has given you love's messengers to send instead of those you trained through fear. 2 They are as eager to return to you what they hold dear as are the others. 3 If you send them forth, they will see only the blameless and the beautiful, the gentle and the kind. 4 They will be as careful to let no little act of charity, no tiny expression of forgiveness, no little breath of love escape their notice. 5 And they will return with all the happy things they found, to share them lovingly with you. 6 Be not afraid of them. 7 They offer you salvation. 8 Theirs are the messages of safety, for they see the world as kind.
T-19.IV.A.15. If you send forth only the messengers the Holy Spirit gives you, wanting no messages but theirs, you will see fear no more. 2 The world will be transformed before your sight, cleansed of all guilt and softly brushed with beauty. 3 The world contains no fear that you laid not upon it. 4 And none you cannot ask love's messengers to remove from it, and see it still. 5 The Holy Spirit has given you His messengers to send to your brother and return to you with what love sees. 6 They have been given to replace the hungry dogs of fear you sent instead. 7 And they go forth to signify the end of fear.
T-19.IV.A.16. Love, too, would set a feast before you, on a table covered with a spotless cloth, set in a quiet garden where no sound but singing and a softly joyous whispering is ever heard. 2 This is a feast that honors your holy relationship, and at which everyone is welcomed as an honored guest. 3 And in a holy instant grace is said by everyone together, as they join in gentleness before the table of communion. 4 And I will join you there, as long ago I promised and promise still. 5 For in your new relationship am I made welcome. 6 And where I am made welcome, there I am.
T-19.IV.A.17. I am made welcome in the state of grace, which means you have at last forgiven me. 2 For I became the symbol of your sin, and so I had to die instead of you. 3 To the ego sin means death, and so atonement is achieved through murder. 4 Salvation is looked upon as a way by which the Son of God was killed instead of you. 5 Yet would I offer you my body, you whom I love, knowing its littleness? 6 Or would I teach that bodies cannot keep us apart? 7 Mine was of no greater value than yours; no better means for communication of salvation, but not its Source. 8 No one can die for anyone, and death does not atone for sin. 9 But you can live to show it is not real. 10 The body does appear to be the symbol of sin while you believe that it can get you what you want. 11 While you believe that it can give you pleasure, you will also believe that it can bring you pain. 12 To think you could be satisfied and happy with so little is to hurt yourself, and to limit the happiness that you would have calls upon pain to fill your meager store and make your life complete. 13 This is completion as the ego sees it. 14 For guilt creeps in where happiness has been removed, and substitutes for it. 15 Communion is another kind of completion, which goes beyond guilt, because it goes beyond the body.
B. The Second Obstacle: The Belief the Body is Valuable for What It Offers
T-19.IV.B.1. We said that peace must first surmount the obstacle of your desire to get rid of it. 2 Where the attraction of guilt holds sway, peace is not wanted. 3 The second obstacle that peace must flow across, and closely related to the first, is the belief that the body is valuable for what it offers. 4 For here is the attraction of guilt made manifest in the body, and seen in it.
T-19.IV.B.2. This is the value that you think peace would rob you of. 2 This is what you believe that it would dispossess, and leave you homeless. 3 And it is this for which you would deny a home to peace. 4 This "sacrifice" you feel to be too great to make, too much to ask of you. 5 Is it a sacrifice, or a release? 6 What has the body really given you that justifies your strange belief that in it lies salvation? 7 Do you not see that this is the belief in death? 8 Here is the focus of the perception of Atonement as murder. 9 Here is the source of the idea that love is fear.
T-19.IV.B.3. The Holy Spirit's messengers are sent far beyond the body, calling the mind to join in holy communion and be at peace. 2 Such is the message that I gave them for you. 3 It is only the messengers of fear that see the body, for they look for what can suffer. 4 Is it a sacrifice to be removed from what can suffer? 5 The Holy Spirit does not demand you sacrifice the hope of the body's pleasure; it has no hope of pleasure. 6 But neither can it bring you fear of pain. 7 Pain is the only "sacrifice" the Holy Spirit asks, and this He would remove.
T-19.IV.B.4. Peace is extended from you only to the eternal, and it reaches out from the eternal in you. 2 It flows across all else. 3 The second obstacle is no more solid than the first. 4 For you want neither to get rid of peace nor limit it. 5 What are these obstacles that you would interpose between peace and its going forth but barriers you place between your will and its accomplishment? 6 You want communion, not the feast of fear. 7 You want salvation, not the pain of guilt. 8 And you want your Father, not a little mound of clay, to be your home. 9 In your holy relationship is your Father's Son. 10 He has not lost communion with Him, nor with himself. 11 When you agreed to join your brother, you acknowledged this is so. 12 This has no cost, but it has release from cost.
T-19.IV.B.5. You have paid very dearly for your illusions, and nothing you have paid for brought you peace. 2 Are you not glad that Heaven cannot be sacrificed, and sacrifice cannot be asked of you? 3 There is no obstacle that you can place before our union, for in your holy relationship I am there already. 4 We will surmount all obstacles together, for we stand within the gates and not outside. 5 How easily the gates are opened from within, to let peace through to bless the tired world! 6 Can it be difficult for us to walk past barriers together, when you have joined the limitless? 7 The end of guilt is in your hands to give. 8 Would you stop now to look for guilt in your brother?
T-19.IV.B.6. Let me be to you the symbol of the end of guilt, and look upon your brother as you would look on me. 2 Forgive me all the sins you think the Son of God committed. 3 And in the light of your forgiveness he will remember who he is, and forget what never was. 4 I ask for your forgiveness, for if you are guilty, so must I be. 5 But if I surmounted guilt and overcame the world, you were with me. 6 Would you see in me the symbol of guilt or of the end of guilt, remembering that what I signify to you you see within yourself?
T-19.IV.B.7. From your holy relationship truth proclaims the truth, and love looks on itself. 2 Salvation flows from deep within the home you offered to my Father and to me. 3 And we are there together, in the quiet communion in which the Father and the Son are joined. 4 O come ye faithful to the holy union of the Father and the Son in you! 5 And keep you not apart from what is offered you in gratitude for giving peace its home in Heaven. 6 Send forth to all the world the joyous message of the end of guilt, and all the world will answer. 7 Think of your happiness as everyone offers you witness of the end of sin, and shows you that its power is gone forever. 8 Where can guilt be, when the belief in sin is gone? 9 And where is death, when its great advocate is heard no more?
T-19.IV.B.8. Forgive me your illusions, and release me from punishment for what I have not done. 2 So will you learn the freedom that I taught by teaching freedom to your brother, and so releasing me. 3 I am within your holy relationship, yet you would imprison me behind the obstacles you raise to freedom, and bar my way to you. 4 Yet it is not possible to keep away One Who is there already. 5 And in Him it is possible that our communion, where we are joined already, will be the focus of the new perception that will bring light to all the world, contained in you.
i. The Attraction of Pain
T-19.IV.B.9. Your little part is but to give the Holy Spirit the whole idea of sacrifice. 2 And to accept the peace He gives instead, without the limits that would hold its extension back, and so would limit your awareness of it. 3 For what He gives must be extended if you would have its limitless power, and use it for the Son of God's release. 4 It is not this you would be rid of, and having it you cannot limit it. 5 If peace is homeless, so are you and so am I. 6 And He Who is our home is homeless with us. 7 Is this your wish? 8 Would you forever be a wanderer in search of peace? 9 Would you invest your hope of peace and happiness in what must fail?
T-19.IV.B.10. Faith in the eternal is always justified, for the eternal is forever kind, infinite in its patience and wholly loving. 2 It will accept you wholly, and give you peace. 3 Yet it can unite only with what already is at peace in you, immortal as itself. 4 The body can bring you neither peace nor turmoil; neither joy nor pain. 5 It is a means, and not an end. 6 It has no purpose of itself, but only what is given to it. 7 The body will seem to be whatever is the means for reaching the goal that you assign to it. 8 Only the mind can set a purpose, and only the mind can see the means for its accomplishment, and justify its use. 9 Peace and guilt are both conditions of the mind, to be attained. 10 And these conditions are the home of the emotion that calls them forth, and therefore is compatible with them.
T-19.IV.B.11. But think you which it is that is compatible with you. 2 Here is your choice, and it is free. 3 But all that lies in it will come with it, and what you think you are can never be apart from it. 4 The body is the great seeming betrayer of faith. 5 In it lies disillusionment and the seeds of faithlessness, but only if you ask of it what it cannot give. 6 Can your mistake be reasonable grounds for depression and disillusionment, and for retaliative attack on what you think has failed you? 7 Use not your error as the justification for your faithlessness. 8 You have not sinned, but you have been mistaken in what is faithful. 9 And the correction of your mistake will give you grounds for faith.
T-19.IV.B.12. It is impossible to seek for pleasure through the body and not find pain. 2 It is essential that this relationship be understood, for it is one the ego sees as proof of sin. 3 It is not really punitive at all. 4 It is but the inevitable result of equating yourself with the body, which is the invitation to pain. 5 For it invites fear to enter and become your purpose. 6 The attraction of guilt must enter with it, and whatever fear directs the body to do is therefore painful. 7 It will share the pain of all illusions, and the illusion of pleasure will be the same as pain.
T-19.IV.B.13. Is not this inevitable? 2 Under fear's orders the body will pursue guilt, serving its master whose attraction to guilt maintains the whole illusion of its existence. 3 This, then, is the attraction of pain. 4 Ruled by this perception the body becomes the servant of pain, seeking it dutifully and obeying the idea that pain is pleasure. 5 It is this idea that underlies all of the ego's heavy investment in the body. 6 And it is this insane relationship that it keeps hidden, and yet feeds upon. 7 To you it teaches that the body's pleasure is happiness. 8 Yet to itself it whispers, "It is death."
T-19.IV.B.14. Why should the body be anything to you? 2 Certainly what it is made of is not precious. 3 And just as certainly it has no feeling. 4 It transmits to you the feelings that you want. 5 Like any communication medium the body receives and sends the messages that it is given. 6 It has no feeling for them. 7 All of the feeling with which they are invested is given by the sender and the receiver. 8 The ego and the Holy Spirit both recognize this, and both also recognize that here the sender and receiver are the same. 9 The Holy Spirit tells you this with joy. 10 The ego hides it, for it would keep you unaware of it. 11 Who would send messages of hatred and attack if he but understood he sends them to himself? 12 Who would accuse, make guilty and condemn himself?
T-19.IV.B.15. The ego's messages are always sent away from you, in the belief that for your message of attack and guilt will someone other than yourself suffer. 2 And even if you suffer, yet someone else will suffer more. 3 The great deceiver recognizes that this is not so, but as the "enemy" of peace, it urges you to send out all your messages of hate and free yourself. 4 And to convince you this is possible, it bids the body search for pain in attack upon another, calling it pleasure and offering it to you as freedom from attack.
T-19.IV.B.16. Hear not its madness, and believe not the impossible is true. 2 Forget not that the ego has dedicated the body to the goal of sin, and places in it all its faith that this can be accomplished. 3 Its sad disciples chant the body's praise continually, in solemn celebration of the ego's rule. 4 Not one but must believe that yielding to the attraction of guilt is the escape from pain. 5 Not one but must regard the body as himself, without which he would die, and yet within which is his death equally inevitable.
T-19.IV.B.17. It is not given to the ego's disciples to realize that they have dedicated themselves to death. 2 Freedom is offered them but they have not accepted it, and what is offered must also be received, to be truly given. 3 For the Holy Spirit, too, is a communication medium, receiving from the Father and offering His messages unto the Son. 4 Like the ego, the Holy Spirit is both the sender and the receiver. 5 For what is sent through Him returns to Him, seeking itself along the way, and finding what it seeks. 6 So does the ego find the death it seeks, returning it to you.
C. The Third Obstacle: The Attraction of Death
T-19.IV.C.1. To you and your brother, in whose special relationship the Holy Spirit entered, it is given to release and be released from the dedication to death. 2 For it was offered you, and you accepted. 3 Yet you must learn still more about this strange devotion, for it contains the third obstacle that peace must flow across. 4 No one can die unless he chooses death. 5 What seems to be the fear of death is really its attraction. 6 Guilt, too, is feared and fearful. 7 Yet it could have no hold at all except on those who are attracted to it and seek it out. 8 And so it is with death. 9 Made by the ego, its dark shadow falls across all living things, because the ego is the "enemy" of life.
T-19.IV.C.2. And yet a shadow cannot kill. 2 What is a shadow to the living? 3 They but walk past and it is gone. 4 But what of those whose dedication is not to live; the black-draped "sinners," the ego's mournful chorus, plodding so heavily away from life, dragging their chains and marching in the slow procession that honors their grim master, lord of death? 5 Touch any one of them with the gentle hands of forgiveness, and watch the chains fall away, along with yours. 6 See him throw aside the black robe he was wearing to his funeral, and hear him laugh at death. 7 The sentence sin would lay upon him he can escape through your forgiveness. 8 This is no arrogance. 9 It is the Will of God. 10 What is impossible to you who chose His Will as yours? 11 What is death to you? 12 Your dedication is not to death, nor to its master. 13 When you accepted the Holy Spirit's purpose in place of the ego's you renounced death, exchanging it for life. 14 We know that an idea leaves not its source. 15 And death is the result of the thought we call the ego, as surely as life is the result of the Thought of God.
i. The Incorruptible Body
T-19.IV.C.3. From the ego came sin and guilt and death, in opposition to life and innocence, and to the Will of God Himself. 2 Where can such opposition lie but in the sick minds of the insane, dedicated to madness and set against the peace of Heaven? 3 One thing is sure; God, Who created neither sin nor death, wills not that you be bound by them. 4 He knows of neither sin nor its results. 5 The shrouded figures in the funeral procession march not in honor of their Creator, Whose Will it is they live. 6 They are not following His Will; they are opposing it.
T-19.IV.C.4. And what is the black-draped body they would bury? 2 A body which they dedicated to death, a symbol of corruption, a sacrifice to sin, offered to sin to feed upon and keep itself alive; a thing condemned, damned by its maker and lamented by every mourner who looks upon it as himself. 3 You who believe you have condemned the Son of God to this are arrogant. 4 But you who would release him are but honoring the Will of his Creator. 5 The arrogance of sin, the pride of guilt, the sepulchre of separation, all are part of your unrecognized dedication to death. 6 The glitter of guilt you laid upon the body would kill it. 7 For what the ego loves, it kills for its obedience. 8 But what obeys it not, it cannot kill.
T-19.IV.C.5. You have another dedication that would keep the body incorruptible and perfect as long as it is useful for your holy purpose. 2 The body no more dies than it can feel. 3 It does nothing. 4 Of itself it is neither corruptible nor incorruptible. 5 It is nothing. 6 It is the result of a tiny, mad idea of corruption that can be corrected. 7 For God has answered this insane idea with His Own; an Answer which left Him not, and therefore brings the Creator to the awareness of every mind which heard His Answer and accepted It.
T-19.IV.C.6. You who are dedicated to the incorruptible have been given through your acceptance, the power to release from corruption. 2 What better way to teach the first and fundamental principle in a course on miracles than by showing you the one that seems to be the hardest can be accomplished first? 3 The body can but serve your purpose. 4 As you look on it, so will it seem to be. 5 Death, were it true, would be the final and complete disruption of communication, which is the ego's goal.
T-19.IV.C.7. Those who fear death see not how often and how loudly they call to it, and bid it come to save them from communication. 2 For death is seen as safety, the great dark savior from the light of truth, the answer to the Answer, the silencer of the Voice that speaks for God. 3 Yet the retreat to death is not the end of conflict. 4 Only God's Answer is its end. 5 The obstacle of your seeming love for death that peace must flow across seems to be very great. 6 For in it lie hidden all the ego's secrets, all its strange devices for deception, all its sick ideas and weird imaginings. 7 Here is the final end of union, the triumph of the ego's making over creation, the victory of lifelessness on Life Itself.
T-19.IV.C.8. Under the dusty edge of its distorted world the ego would lay the Son of God, slain by its orders, proof in his decay that God Himself is powerless before the ego's might, unable to protect the life that He created against the ego's savage wish to kill. 2 My brother, child of our Father, this is a dream of death. 3 There is no funeral, no dark altars, no grim commandments nor twisted rituals of condemnation to which the body leads you. 4 Ask not release of it. 5 But free it from the merciless and unrelenting orders you laid upon it, and forgive it what you ordered it to do. 6 In its exaltation you commanded it to die, for only death could conquer life. 7 And what but insanity could look upon the defeat of God, and think it real?
T-19.IV.C.9. The fear of death will go as its appeal is yielded to love's real attraction. 2 The end of sin, which nestles quietly in the safety of your relationship, protected by your union with your brother, and ready to grow into a mighty force for God is very near. 3 The infancy of salvation is carefully guarded by love, preserved from every thought that would attack it, and quietly made ready to fulfill the mighty task for which it was given you. 4 Your newborn purpose is nursed by angels, cherished by the Holy Spirit and protected by God Himself. 5 It needs not your protection; it is yours. 6 For it is deathless, and within it lies the end of death.
T-19.IV.C.10. What danger can assail the wholly innocent? 2 What can attack the guiltless? 3 What fear can enter and disturb the peace of sinlessness? 4 What has been given you, even in its infancy, is in full communication with God and you. 5 In its tiny hands it holds, in perfect safety, every miracle you will perform, held out to you. 6 The miracle of life is ageless, born in time but nourished in eternity. 7 Behold this infant, to whom you gave a resting place by your forgiveness of your brother, and see in it the Will of God. 8 Here is the babe of Bethlehem reborn. 9 And everyone who gives him shelter will follow him, not to the cross, but to the resurrection and the life.
T-19.IV.C.11. When anything seems to you to be a source of fear, when any situation strikes you with terror and makes your body tremble and the cold sweat of fear comes over it, remember it is always for one reason; the ego has perceived it as a symbol of fear, a sign of sin and death. 2 Remember, then, that neither sign nor symbol should be confused with source, for they must stand for something other than themselves. 3 Their meaning cannot lie in them, but must be sought in what they represent. 4 And they may thus mean everything or nothing, according to the truth or falsity of the idea which they reflect. 5 Confronted with such seeming uncertainty of meaning, judge it not. 6 Remember the holy Presence of the One given to you to be the Source of judgment. 7 Give it to Him to judge for you, and say:
9 Let me not see it as a sign of sin and death, nor use it for destruction.
10 Teach me how not to make of it an obstacle to peace, but let You use it for me, to facilitate its coming.
D. The Fourth Obstacle: The Fear of God
T-19.IV.D.1. What would you see without the fear of death? 2 What would you feel and think if death held no attraction for you? 3 Very simply, you would remember your Father. 4 The Creator of life, the Source of everything that lives, the Father of the universe and of the universe of universes, and of everything that lies even beyond them would you remember. 5 And as this memory rises in your mind, peace must still surmount a final obstacle, after which is salvation completed, and the Son of God entirely restored to sanity. 6 For here your world does end.
T-19.IV.D.2. The fourth obstacle to be surmounted hangs like a heavy veil before the face of Christ. 2 Yet as His face rises beyond it, shining with joy because He is in His Father's Love, peace will lightly brush the veil aside and run to meet Him, and to join with Him at last. 3 For this dark veil, which seems to make the face of Christ Himself like to a leper's, and the bright Rays of His Father's Love that light His face with glory appear as streams of blood, fades in the blazing light beyond it when the fear of death is gone.
T-19.IV.D.3. This is the darkest veil, upheld by the belief in death and protected by its attraction. 2 The dedication to death and to its sovereignty is but the solemn vow, the promise made in secret to the ego never to lift this veil, not to approach it, nor even to suspect that it is there. 3 This is the secret bargain made with the ego to keep what lies beyond the veil forever blotted out and unremembered. 4 Here is your promise never to allow union to call you out of separation; the great amnesia in which the memory of God seems quite forgotten; the cleavage of your Self from you;-- the fear of God, the final step in your dissociation.
T-19.IV.D.4. See how the belief in death would seem to "save" you. 2 For if this were gone, what could you fear but life? 3 It is the attraction of death that makes life seem to be ugly, cruel and tyrannical. 4 You are no more afraid of death than of the ego. 5 These are your chosen friends. 6 For in your secret alliance with them you have agreed never to let the fear of God be lifted, so you could look upon the face of Christ and join Him in His Father.
T-19.IV.D.5. Every obstacle that peace must flow across is surmounted in just the same way; the fear that raised it yields to the love beyond, and so the fear is gone. 2 And so it is with this. 3 The desire to get rid of peace and drive the Holy Spirit from you fades in the presence of the quiet recognition that you love Him. 4 The exaltation of the body is given up in favor of the spirit, which you love as you could never love the body. 5 And the appeal of death is lost forever as love's attraction stirs and calls to you. 6 From beyond each of the obstacles to love, Love Itself has called. 7 And each has been surmounted by the power of the attraction of what lies beyond. 8 Your wanting fear seemed to be holding them in place. 9 Yet when you heard the Voice of Love beyond them, you answered and they disappeared.
T-19.IV.D.6. And now you stand in terror before what you swore never to look upon. 2 Your eyes look down, remembering your promise to your "friends." 3 The "loveliness" of sin, the delicate appeal of guilt, the "holy" waxen image of death, and the fear of vengeance of the ego you swore in blood not to desert, all rise and bid you not to raise your eyes. 4 For you realize that if you look on this and let the veil be lifted, they will be gone forever. 5 All of your "friends," your "protectors" and your "home" will vanish. 6 Nothing that you remember now will you remember.
T-19.IV.D.7. It seems to you the world will utterly abandon you if you but raise your eyes. 2 Yet all that will occur is you will leave the world forever. 3 This is the re-establishment of your will. 4 Look upon it, open-eyed, and you will nevermore believe that you are at the mercy of things beyond you, forces you cannot control, and thoughts that come to you against your will. 5 It is your will to look on this. 6 No mad desire, no trivial impulse to forget again, no stab of fear nor the cold sweat of seeming death can stand against your will. 7 For what attracts you from beyond the veil is also deep within you, unseparated from it and completely one.
i. The Lifting of the Veil
T-19.IV.D.8. Forget not that you came this far together, you and your brother. 2 And it was surely not the ego that led you here. 3 No obstacle to peace can be surmounted through its help. 4 It does not open up its secrets, and bid you look on them and go beyond them. 5 It would not have you see its weakness, and learn it has no power to keep you from the truth. 6 The Guide Who brought you here remains with you, and when you raise your eyes you will be ready to look on terror with no fear at all. 7 But first, lift up your eyes and look on your brother in innocence born of complete forgiveness of his illusions, and through the eyes of faith that sees them not.
T-19.IV.D.9. No one can look upon the fear of God unterrified, unless he has accepted the Atonement and learned illusions are not real. 2 No one can stand before this obstacle alone, for he could not have reached this far unless his brother walked beside him. 3 And no one would dare to look on it without complete forgiveness of his brother in his heart. 4 Stand you here a while and tremble not. 5 You will be ready. 6 Let us join together in a holy instant, here in this place where the purpose, given in a holy instant, has led you. 7 And let us join in faith that He Who brought us here together will offer you the innocence you need, and that you will accept it for my love and His.
T-19.IV.D.10. Nor is it possible to look on this too soon. 2 This is the place to which everyone must come when he is ready. 3 Once he has found his brother he is ready. 4 Yet merely to reach the place is not enough. 5 A journey without a purpose is still meaningless, and even when it is over it seems to make no sense. 6 How can you know that it is over unless you realize its purpose is accomplished? 7 Here, with the journey's end before you, you see its purpose. 8 And it is here you choose whether to look upon it or wander on, only to return and make the choice again.
T-19.IV.D.11. To look upon the fear of God does need some preparation. 2 Only the sane can look on stark insanity and raving madness with pity and compassion, but not with fear. 3 For only if they share in it does it seem fearful, and you do share in it until you look upon your brother with perfect faith and love and tenderness. 4 Before complete forgiveness you still stand unforgiving. 5 You are afraid of God because you fear your brother. 6 Those you do not forgive you fear. 7 And no one reaches love with fear beside him.
T-19.IV.D.12. This brother who stands beside you still seems to be a stranger. 2 You do not know him, and your interpretation of him is very fearful. 3 And you attack him still, to keep what seems to be yourself unharmed. 4 Yet in his hands is your salvation. 5 You see his madness, which you hate because you share it. 6 And all the pity and forgiveness that would heal it gives way to fear. 7 Brother, you need forgiveness of your brother, for you